Beauty is more than what we see…

What if, everything, everyone is not what they appear to be… Inside every tough person there is a soft fragile and kind heart worth respect…

What if, we start looking beyond our eyesight…

Being HUMAN is a simple thought but over the time on my journey to understand this simple expression made me realize that, it is a series of  improvements bred on the feeling of honesty…

It starts from accepting one’s self as it is. There is a lot for everyone to change in order to become the best specimen of homo sapien sapien, but it start from understanding what we are and in reality whole world revolves around this.

Today technology has left human thoughts in a question of existence that “Is this what we wanted?”

We often feel sad around the situations when, we witness humanity suffering under the crisis of dark thoughts. In reality, we don’t think about others. Before saying, analyzing, criticizing, hitting, raping, looting, abusing… We don’t realize that what we are questioning in real, is it what is the true form or it’s just an self crafted dull thought that has been brought up by our own insecurity, pity, jealousy etc.

Often a mind falls in dilemma of doing right or what it wants, look there is no harm in being in family, in a group of people who care for you and feel secure but is that it? Isn’t it being in a comfort zone?

When I walk being a lost soul wandering through this street surrounded by crowd of souls like me. I see no difference, they are all souls, it’s corrupted when I look at outer appearance and brain that rules the action of us all…

Let’s walk to an extra person, let’s see beauty of soul of one more this time…

Humans are beautiful, appreciate them…

God Bless

Kaso(u)l- A traveller’s haven

Here is a travel journal by my friend Sumedha… Guys read it and visit this place…

Wishful thinking

A bunch of us decided to set out for a break that was needed post our exams. There were a lot of places to explore. We finally decided to go to Kasol.We hired a cab from Dehradun knowing full well that this was going to be an 18 hour journey. Since it was mostly a night journey we hardly got any glimpses of the mountain ranges. The area between Pandoh Dam and Kullu is the best. I urge the travellers to just simply sit at one of the view points and enjoy the sunrise while watching the localities travel to their work. During one of our chai stops we realized one of our bags went missing.  Now this bag had about 7500 bucks. This would mean we would have to cover up expenses for the others! We anyway continued our trip with a positive outlook.

Enter Kasol

We stopped at…

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Walk has been good this far,

Giggles and laughs, tears and screams,

Sometimes nasty fights, unwanted beatings,

Dreaming cartoons, eating chocolates,

Maggi fight, more in other plates,

Walk has been good this far,

Crushes, belly butterflies,

Lesser truths, more of cute lies,

Break ups – Makeups, talking to mirrors,

Rocky rising from all his terrors,

Walk has been good this far,

Loosing, gaining,

Mixed feel, when it’s raining,

Running in pain, panting in love,

Hating n thanking, one who sits above,

Thanks a ton for treating me as a little star,

Yes it has been,

Walk has been good this far.

For You Brother

It’s was a scene of hell. Roar of demons, Cry of innocents, some called war front a display of patriotism but I just witnessed unnecessary killings. Three of my colleagues – two officers and one soldier were already down. Only five of us were left, to be true not even complete five, one lost his leg and one lost his whole arm.


They were dominating us till it happened, my commanding officer Captain Aditya shouted ”Fellows we need to take them down at any cost. If they got our motherland, they will rape it. So, from now your commanding officer will be Virat” and he took some grenades and ran into them.

After few seconds, there was a blast, all gone, he took twenty of them with him.We were silent and mourning for him. Though, he was senior to us, but also a real friend, a brother and companion.

That day when I was leaving for my joining, it’s still fresh as it happened yesterday.

“Abhi! Packing done ?” my father was shouting from lawn. “Yes dad” I replied. My mom came to me to say  bye ,“Abhimanyu, you are my most prized possession. Now prove it to everyone. Bring pride baby”“Yes mom” I replied back. I was waiting for her, my love, my life Sneha. She arrived with her dad with those tearful eyes, she was looking like angel staring at me silently, I didn’t want to leave. “Listen to me, you rock star !! Come back soon or I will come over there to slap you”. She was all mine, always so passionate and alive. “I love you too hitler”, I whispered and hugged her.

The border was tensed as intruders were successful to penetrate to some extent. The officer I reported was the star of that battalion, Captain Aditya Raghunandan Sisodia. He was as tough as his name. I was nervous to face him. He arrived and stood right in front of me and said with that firm voice, “Kid, be prepared, after some days you will return home as a hero, I promise”.

Days passed, we came close. On the whole Rocky was reserve at nature, I called him that, but he was like an elder brother to me. I was the only child but never felt so protected as he made me feel with him.

That day, that very day when we lost him, in morning he summoned me and said,“Abhi! today is our day to remain handsome forever. Today we all will get the glory, dead or alive. Promise me one thing, no matter what, you will not lose faith in me”. I was so much motivated by rocky da, I replied with confidence “Yes Sir! Victory and honor will be ours”.


It was hard to believe right between the land of Fire and Death, that I lost him. Victory was still away, my new commanding officer suggested that we should wait for backup and all agreed. Rocky was lying right over there, with those hopeful open eyes, dead but still talking to me. Suddenly, I saw few of them are coming towards him to confirm his death and if not then to kill him. I waited for my heart’s decision “I might get this done with safety and return home, but Rocky, I owe something to him”. That very moment I got a thought when I was missing my family, he came to me, hugged me and said “Hey kid, don’t worry your mom has two sons now. We will get back alive to hug her”. “I owe him respect, love what he gave to me when I was in need”.

Without a second thought I ran into them and started shooting them fiercely. I got hit by a bullet, rest was black out.

Today, I am about to be discharged from hospital, doctors say I got a bullet in my head, I was in coma for last one year, but survived somehow. My mom was happy, dad was relax, and angel… lost faith in my recovery so… She got married. Today, when I rewind all that in my mind and ask myself, “Was I a Soldier, a Patriot ? No, I didn’t thought any of this at that time. What if I would have waited ? Yes may be I would have got my angel forever, but Rocky’s dead body ? It was more important, his parents had full right to see him for last time”. I remember his words,”Have faith in me”. I did that I brought him back and he blessed me with a new life. After death he didn’t forget to fulfill his first promise. I returned home as a hero, I got the glory and victory. “Why I did that? I did that for you, only for you brother”.


Thanks for listening to me, it’s Maha Vir Chakra, Captain Abhimanyu Arjun Goswami saying “Jai Hind !!”



I was with my friend at an eye hospital. It was a long wait and boring like hell. I was trying to find some magazine to keep my mind occupied. At that very moment between boredom and tries, I saw this couple who in there 80’s I suppose. The woman was a patient and there were covers on her eyes. Her man was holding her firmly and with care and was leading her to doctor. Site was simple as everyday. People with health issues do visit doctor but my focus was not dragged because of this.

We often suffer with relationship issues

  • Loyalty
  • Trust
  • Love
  • Understanding
  • Anger
  • Responsibility
  • Habits

These are very few of the topics that create mess on everyday basis in a person’s life.

But this couple just compelled me to think on a famous word nowadays –


I felt this about the couple:

old couple water plant paris HR“It’s not about you get irritated from me every single day. It’s not about why I don’t call you or you only initiate communication every time, It’s not my ambitions or desires neither your demands. I am not right for you and you are not right for me, it’s just an escape… Leaving you is an excuse of much more valuable words and feelings. All this relation’s path is about one thing”

You need not to scream; when you need my hand,

You don’t have to yell when I am lazy; I am the one, who will listen anyway,

You don’t always have to cry to rest on my shoulders; I am here all the time,

I am with you; for not anything expressive,

I am here because I am born for being around you…

Happy Women’s Day

We have loved them, hated them, stood with them, left them, been loved by them, been left by them…

Women have been half of our lives since birth to death.

Mother, Sister, Friend, Girlfriend, Wife, Daughter… All around us.

I truly accept their existence in my life… I love Mom, Bua(Mom), Chachi, Mami, Mausi, my beloved Sisters, & my love Ishu…


 They are all around me, always been there to tickle me, care for me, shout at me, and worry for me. But when I hear insecurity in their voices, their concern, I ask my self  “Do I give back what they have given me my whole life?”

Answer is I can’t…

And no one can…

Smiles, love, kisses, blessings, hugs, concerns cannot be paid back… And if they could we men are so mean we will always calculate less than that was given to us.

So, leaving these unnecessary calculations behind…

I simply and with whole heart wanna thank every single woman  who have been around me to make me a man I am today and will be tomorrow…

Happy Women’s Day

Are you earning or are you just earning???

Today I learnt a lesson for a lifetime. I find myself lucky to have this in my early years when I have many in my hand to rectify what has not been up to the mark.

We earn a lot being in IT field… and as years pass we grow exponentially in terms of bank balance, but what we really earn is GREED, SHOW OFF, EGO, MEAN ATTITUDE, HARSH TONGUE.



Materials are never gonna extinct and they will never stop to tempt us. They will keep growing stronger day by day. I have a friend who has earned latter mentioned characteristics being a year younger in industry. BRAVO!!! for him and SHAME!!! for people like me who choke them selves under debt to catch the flashy side of life. I wanna undo all this and I will from his very moment. I don’t know how far my efforts will take me but

IT’S not LIFE that CONTROLS you, IT’S your DEEDS that push you in PITY


Kandisa Prayer

It’s a prayer in Aramaic language. I loved the way India Ocean band has composed it…

Kandisa Alahaye, Kandisa Hylsana,
Kandisa Alahaye, Kandisa Hylsana.
aalam aalam Aalam, Aamenu Aamen.
sliha Mar Yose, Almaduba-ha Qudisa-ha,
angene Dhanusa, Nyahveh Dukrana.

aalam aalam Aalam, Aamenu Aamen,
sliha Mar Yose, Almadbaha Qudisa-ha.
angene Dhanusa, Nyahveh Dukrana.
Kandisa Alaha, Kandisa Hylsana, Kandisa La Ma Yosa Isaraham Alem.


Holy God, Holy Strong One (epitome of divine strength-Omnipotent),
Invocation (3),
Truly, Truly, Truly (So be it) (Sanskrit: thathaasthu)
Our father Joseph, at your Holy altar,
humbly I submit (Sanskrit: Sarvam Samarpayaami), may that be forever in memory (heart and mind).
Holy GOD, Holy Strong One (epitome of divine strength- Omnipotent),
Holy immortal (epitome of immortality-Omnipresent), please have mercy on me.